Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Today's Announcement

I am feeling low. Low and uncreative. I don't know why, and this makes it worse. Like some kind of bomb, I want to deal with it before I attempt anything else. My exams, my family, everything - I try to drift through it but nothing will emerge properly. Everything seems half-arsed right now. Because the other half is occupied with this... feeling of nothingness. Angst? Perhaps. Perhaps everything I do is hormone-induced, some childish nonsense that has matured enough to be recognised and sneered upon as Angst. That grand compartment where anything that could not be solved by psychiatry but that people manage to hide at the back of their mind is placed. That is all.

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